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Friday, November 20
ace
im just freaking confused.as nightmares pleases me.and flashbacks haunting me.i just dunno what to do.i heard his voice.
his so dreamy voice.
lol.
still couldnt believe its him.
the moment i heard his voice, the moment he replied,i swear.my pain, heartaches, worries, all faded away.. all melted away .
i would kill for another moment like this.
ace , ace ..
he doesnt noe hw much happiness he brought for me.
as i said,
hes everything to me,
though i mean nothing,
NOTHING to him.
sometimes i wish that i would make a big impact for him,
as he did for me,
just wanna see him happy.
as always, its the only thing i would ask for.
i would sacrifise my happiness for him .
dammit. i would sacrifise my life.
the flashbacks haunts me once more.
its seem so long since he replied.
come on girl, try to understand.
and give him some space.
he has already given me relief.
yet i dont want to lose him
i never want to lose himthose months when he tried, to let me go,
trust me,
the worst times i have ever had in my life.
i never want to go through that again.
but if he were to do that again,
i guess i promise,
to deal with the pain.
please let it all end at 5:41 PM
