I die little by little on the inside
i just want you by my side
you don't know how much i love you
or you're pretending to avoid the end of me
and just letting me be

feeling blue as i fall to the floor
couldn't see with my eyes sore
couldn't breathe as blood wets the bed
i tried to remember what you said

the loneliness is killing me
without you im just incomplete

missing you is not a crime
writing songs to fill my time
making poems to fill my head
not forgetting the tears i shed

missing you that much - another poem by me
i noe it sucks
so yeah...
i started writing again .

I hope he knows how i feel about him .
god , just read my previous post.
i just love u so much .
so...

Dont ever leave me
don't abandon me
these are my pitiful pleas

he hasn't been replying for days ,
its seems so long...
wherever u are ,
i really hope ur okay .
talk to me aite ?
u noe i cnt live without u .
haiz... ace ace .

i wonder where all the sharp things went ,
my penknife's missing...
my knife is missing ...
the only thing that is sharp enough..
is my mum's needle ..
try cutting with needles
yeah , theres no blood ...
guess this situation means something ...
either to stop hurting myself ...
or...
to get a replacement knife ...
yeahh ...

a few friends of mine told me to help them create some poems ,
haf no problem doing that ,
so if u have any request ,
poem . stories or lyrics ,
i try to help however i can .

gunshot - another poem . lol ( i noe , it helps sometimes)
fill my gunshot with love
the only thing im feeling now is pain
looked to the sky and saw a dove
just to experience it again

you shot me to the ground
i tried to scream but theres no sound
there blood all over the floor
he left after he slammed the door

[ ace , i really need you now ,
with all this pain im going through ,
i don think i can face it alone ,
yeah , i love u ,
and i do not ask for ur love in return ,
i guess , thats wadd love's about,
sad but true .
I love u with all my heart ,
maybe even more
i miss u
counting the seconds ,
the minutes ,
and hours im not with you ,
just a reply cn heal the pain ,
its just the 1st step ,
to break the chain ,
or broken hearts
and cuts ,
of bleeding tears,
and forgeting my fears]