wow ...
today was...
Kayy , there aint any words to describe it .
but it was unforgetable .
yeahh .. i went out with him...
muahahaha ,
damn fun lor ...
ehk , wait , whats with the singlish? 0.0
i noe , im still hyper .
jumping on my bed , losing my breath as my hearts beats fast .

god , thanks for making today possible .
I HAD THe BEST TIME OF MY LIFe !
lol (:
yeahh .. he brought me out (:
we went to city hall and like spent hours in the cd shop . haha
it only seem like minutes .
sad .
but i enjoyed myself .
i really did .
seriously , i dn feel like writing everything that we did today .
i would rather treasure it as a memory
yeahhhhh .... lol .

to be honest ,
i never ever thought of falling in love ever again .
after wadd happen with me and , u noe who ( S-O-F-I) yeahh , u shud noe .
i really lost myself , he really really hurt me ... and yet, i still feel the pain .
I wonder why . It should be him regretting everything .
Nah... Ace kinda brought me back to life .
i wonder how he does it ...
its been so long since i been alone ...
its been so long since i ever open up my heart to someone .
its been so long since i smile or laughed
its been so long since i ever felt anything
and its pretty obvious that u stole my heart completely .
and i aint want it back .
i wished he feel the exact same way about me .
when did i find out that i was crazy about him ??
haha.. thats was pretty long ago .
even the 1st day we met seemed perfect .
oh .. stop it already lah .
everything about him is perfect
I hoped i could be perfect for you . though it seems impossible .
still remembered what huda said .. haha
" if u guys were together , sure cn last long " ,
followed by that weird smile of hers . haha .

i noe i been closing up to every chance i get .
he hugged me (: i noe im the one that owe him that
but thanks for that.
i managed to keep my tears from flowing .
trust me , its been a long time i ever let any guy touch me.
i just feel comfortable being with him .
its a great thing i didnt hug him though ,
it will be so hard for me to let go .
we had " the moment" ( where we both stare into each other eyes without saying anything)
for more than once .
haha... i never experienced that before .
for now it seems that u mean the world to me ...
maybe even more (:
that stranger doesnt seem a stranger anymore .
i love u to death ...
i can never escape a sec without thinking of you .
thats what u mean to me .

i guess i understand that u never want to hurt me .
trust me , for u , i will endure any pain ,
without u ,
there never will be a me ...

im sorry for asking you to be mine .
haha. i was impatient.
honestly , i was afraid .
afraid u might fall for someone else .
and i noe im selfish .
i just want u to be mine and mine only .
so , please forgive me for that .
:(