i have face death before .
Almost drown , three times.
at sea , and swimming pools .
i have thought of suicide .
A long time ago anyways .
Felt thirty painful heartbreaks .
Thought my heart stop beating .
Few people wanted me dead .
Thought i would die from NCC training (LOL).
Almost got hit by lighting .
Had faced breathing problems .
Got strangled by a strong gal before .
Almost got hit by motorcycle , a small car and a bus .
Mosquitos bit me .
Some cats hate me .

now thinking of it ,
im lucky AND thankful to be alive .
though some assholes would do anything to ruin my life ,
there are those how make it easier to ignore those arseholes .
woahh , this entry soooooo weird and awkward .
Im just feeling down .

there will be problems in life and u will feel as if u will never solve it .
but i think u shud never give up .
may never noe wad may come next .
if life's too hard , it will be easier in the end .
much much easier .

i hope if anything happens to me ,
i hope to be remembered forever ,
and loved of course .
for i love so many people ,
and will never forget them .