+ With Eyes Wide Shut +
- bless the fall - [ dedicated to u ]

its those moments ..
that takes so long to pass by.
i kept thinking about u..
u never did once leave my mind :(

i finally run out of things to say , and frankly , this is pretty dissapointing .

i miss you only a lotxx
more than anything in the world..
gah.. i'll give anything to see u again .
i'll give everything to see u smile .
But u still don get hw much u mean to me, do u?

I still see u in my mirror .. its the only thing that keeps me going this days//
i dunno hw i could be so crazy over u..
yeahh. im weird i noe.
maybe weird in a gd way ? gahh i dunno
but i cnt help but worry :(
it doesnt help that every single thing in my life reminds me of u ,
but u do come in handy :) ur my lucky charm
+ Ace Aleaf + written (written , nt carved. lol ) on my wrist almost every morning ..
it helps me get through the day ..

1st thing i cnt forget : ur smile ..
u don smile as much .. but when u do, it could light up my life :)
2nd: ur hair ..
stop scolding me for saying that.. lol
3rd : ur voice..
4th: ur humour, u might be lame at times, but u never fail to make me smile.

N i truly miss u ,
with all my heart .

u once said : theres many guys out there..
i noe that . but ur the only guy i ever felt like this before..
i could never look at other guys the same..
never..
in fact, i crave for another minute i could spent with u.
then u said, my purpose in life isnt waiting for u ,
but im already am..
and i cnt imagine myself doin anything else ..

i dunno if i was imagining things ,
friends said i was obsessed with the thought of u a little too much ,
but i thought u said those three words ,
once awhile ,
i dunno if u mean it,
or if it was just a figment of my imagination ..
i want to mean something to u , i wanted u to just remember me ,
but i noe i dont .
but i still want to be close to u.
atleast as a friend .
coz i feel like i meant to u , nothing more
than just a friend..
i noe i wanted more.. but i was just being selfish..
im human so u cnt blame me.
excuses .

please contact me soon .
i need to noe if ur alrite..
coz i care :(
n i worry a lot, u noe me :(
pleasee , :(